you’ve always been there for me since the day i was born, you took care of me through your good and sick days. it’s wonderful how mothers could actually tell how a child would really feel, i guess that is just a mothers gift. you remembered everything about me, you would often cook food that i love to eat and get me a nicer food when you didn’t cook the dishes that i would eat on some days. sometimes i act asleep to see if you would actually come and look at me then put the blanket on for me so i could sleep comfortably just like tv shows mother would do and i’m amazed that you did. i’m sorry ma that i got more and more disrespectful as i got old, sorry for the times that you stayed up late when i haven’t come home, sorry for the times when i never ate the dishes cooked by you. i’m sorry i never got you any gift for your birthday. you always think of me while i sometimes don’t think about the family when i’m out and having fun. but ma, someday when i grow old, that promise i made as a young kid. i would still hold on to it, because you took take care of me and had always watch over me. in the future, i would do the same ma. ma, always know that your cooking is always the number 1 in this world, i wouldn’t trade you for anything nor anyone else ma, i love you so much and i honestly don’t want you to leave me behind but this world is temporary. ma, you’re the strongest women that i’ve ever met in my entire life. you have a very kind and loving heart, which makes me want to be like you. thank you ma for everything that you’ve done for me. there’s so much things i wish i could have done for you ma, there’s so much event that i always wanted you to be there and be proud of me & lastly there’s so much things that i have yet to share with you ma. i am nothing without you & no matter what happens ma, the memories of you, the love you gave me would always be in my heart because mama, nobody had ever love me more than you do right from the start.